for some reason, I don't want to keep all my shiz in a plastic bag. thanks.  It'd be nice if I felt less like a guest and a little more welcome here. 

So in honor of my xanga turning 6 years old, exactly, today, I have read back through all of my old entries on xanga.  I haven't read them all, but I scanned through them.  Anyways, point is, I had a big thing from posting full song lyrics and writing emo lyrics and bad "poems" and being overly cryptic and basically just sucking at writing. lol.  My xanga goes from "oh wow today would have been perfect if I could have just seen Tim" (Tim, consider that your shout out) to "So I met this girl in my math class and she introduced to me this Venezuelean kid in my dorm."  I also found out that Pat loved me like he loves his gym socks. I also wrote a lot of self encrypted messages to Dan.  Which I can no longer decode. So Dan, you apparently drove me to write in foriegn languages and backwards french.

OMG JON - I BET THAT MESSAGE IS BACKWARDS SPLICED IN FINNISH OR DUTCH! I had a weird thing for Finnish and Norweign too.  basically, we're screwed and will never figure out what it says.

If anyone can decode this message, I will give you a cookie, a real live cookie:

oyk mate dawsni cretep ret deta wodp ts
etla uyu eathso thoso taihtae
nh oyht hrfi usrh olco?

Also, Marilee I wrote this for some reason, but you'll get this better than anyone else...Don't ask me why I wrote it, don't ask me what it means, but you know where it's from - lol.

aych ooch and a scottish tar in your knickers with the toothless boy gaping at you in the hen house!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I, from here on out, promise that my rants and raves will be cynical, not sad.  My thoughts will be more insightful and will include fewer N*SYNC, The Fray and Avril Lyrics. No more emo posts. No more oh-my-god-my-life-is-so-sucky-cuz-like-schools-like-totally-way-hard posts. You get the gist. So, today, I appologize to you guys, (mar, sarah, tim and jon mostly) that I made you guys read all the crap i've written over the past years, and thank you for still being my friend. lol. omg high school us...we were so funny.